I am tired as all hell, but for some reason I don’t want to go to bed. I wish I could skip forward about 15hours or so. There’s nothing fun with a lot of train rides before you… and I’m homesick!
When I’m like this everything is a trigger. Tiny emotional bombs go off all the time. I watch a movie about the world trade center and BAM, there I have it. The same thing happens when I talk to Anton. Tiny explosions of feelings and homesickness keep me awake.
I think I will take an aspirin and force myself to sleep. I guess that’s the quickest way to bring tomorrow to me. Gah… Snore. Why don’t I want to sleep?
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